"Hey kid, you'll never live this down"

Saturday, June 30, 2007

my papers were extremely depressing.

extremely extremely.

they are like omg if i can still pass a single paper the sky will fall down and meet the earth.
if i can pass a single paper, the legs will grow longer by 5cm, the eyebrows will magically appear, the parents will not impose curfews, and the teachers are blind.

econs i don't expect to pass at all cos yea you just know it.
math ah math. if i say i learnt integration 1 hour before the test, you'll get the idea.
chem was asdjklasdjkl
bio was so-so

but it's over it's over it's over.and dont worry i will not go jump.

ASJDLAKSJDLAKSJDLAKSJDLASKDJ
common tests suck yo.

i think i'm getting rusty :S

i've decided that i'm not adventurous enough with food choices and from now on i shall not order whatever i order all the time. cos it's always the same stuff. it gets boring. AND LIFE MUST NOT BE BORING.

ah i'm feeling weirdly random. it must be PW's fault.
i dont like you PW. you are lousier than RS.
i dont post as often as last time anymore and probably wont ever. and each time i sound so bloody random.

but xian ying is still happy happy happy :)

/ xianying ;

Monday, June 25, 2007

cross my fingers, nose, eyes and toes that i will not score straight U's!
:S

cross for everybody too!!

/ xianying ;

Thursday, June 21, 2007

10 things i realised this June Holidays

1. studying makes you feel safer MUCH MUCH SAFER
2. your brain is not always random, when something's on your mind alot, it just means you're thinking about it all the time
3. when you're upset, remembering happy stuff is good
4. i am fat - father says so
5. i dont need to exercise anymore - mother says so-.-
6. father and mother likes to go on jogging trips together WITHOUT their children hanging around
7. hair partings can be changed overnight
8. i am quite deprived this holidays cos there's ZERO sleepovers
9. but i watched 4 movies! :D i always overspend on movies during holidays but whatever
10. i've grown to like listening to all the songs on this link this hols- http://radioblogclub.com/open/24008/aslyn/Aslyn%20-%20That's%20When%20I%20Love%20You - even though they half of them are breaking up/love affair/weird songs with some weird titles like Sexed Up when it's nothing to do with that.

overall my June holidays are a mix of nice and not so nice stuff. i mean like cooped up at home everyday is totally not nice right? but i don't really have a choice. and it's probably the last real holiday i can have according to people, till after A's. that is. not very good.

oh one more thing.
i've moved on from compulsive eating disorder to compulsive shitting. i've no idea why. ok i'm still eating. but my visits to the toilet have increased ten-fold this hols. something like that.

it's 8am in the morning
zzz

/ xianying ;

Friday, June 15, 2007

when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
that's when I love you
I love you, just that way

to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
that's when I love you
I love you, endlessly

and when you're mad 'cause you lost the game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby I love you
I love you anyway

'cause here's my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
'cause that's when I love you
when nothing you do could change my mind

the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
that's when I love you
when I love you
no matter what

so when you turn to hide your eyes
'cause the movie made you cry
that's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love you
I love you, more than you know

and when you forget that we had a date
or that look that you give when you show up late
baby I love you
I love you anyway

the lyrics are really nice.
the song's not as nice
but the lyrics
are really really nice.

/ xianying ;

Monday, June 11, 2007

I think of him and then i'm happy with the company i'm keeping

it's a nice sad song.

i want the holidays to be twice as long, i need so much more time, i need a good long break to not think about anything else and be happy.

/ xianying ;

Saturday, June 09, 2007

ahh i miss talking to weiren and yiran alot and alot :(
WE NEED OUR HEART TO HEART TALK SESSIONS YA?
HAHA YIRAN I LOVEZZSLKJ YOU TOO

asldkajlskdjasldkajsldaksdjalskdajsldk

been dancing so much the past few days for sentio.
plus my father's grounding me like that i don't think i have much chance to go out.

so i'll study like crazy then maybe get to go out once or twice during hols?
maybe la.

asldkjalskdjlstudyingsuckslaksdjalskdja

i can see us holding hands

walking on the beach

our toes in the sand,

i can see us in the country side

sitting in the grass

laying side by side

because all i want you to do is be

my love.

sentio!

sunday will be a nice day :D

/ xianying ;

Sunday, June 03, 2007

something about my blog is screwd but heck, refresh it.

yucks to the cts. studying is so not fun.

me: you need to do more homework to improve!
kelvin: no, dont need. i just need to eat more veggies and fish!

kelvin gave me a pokemon card today!as a farewell present.
he says the pokemon is lousy though.some flower monster.

dance farewell was fun!it was omg eating and eating so much that before the bbq started, we were already full of cupcakes, fried chicken and shepherd's pie. + honeydew sago, satay, fishball-sausage-pineapple sticks(don't ask me why such a weird combination), cheesecake, fried rice, fried noodle, more shepherd's pie, marshmellows, this that.and omg the presents were very very pretty!photo-decorated framed mirrors(:

it's 9am where you are now.

/ xianying ;

Saturday, June 02, 2007

yay my maid sent me a photo of her!:D
ok not my maid.
ex-maid that left when i was 8.

don't you think she looks damn cool?
ahh i miss her, haven't seen her for like 9 years already.

i rmb crying when i sent her off at the airport.
aye i really miss her.

/ xianying ;

Sunday, May 27, 2007

i haven't blogged for long. not that im never using the computer anymore, the computer is still very much an inseparable part of my life. but the stuff i want to post about i wouldn't post here. so i'll uh just remember them.

the holidays have started.
or at least supposed to have. but i'm going to have to wake up 7am everyday to study.
thanks to my very-understanding-of-the-need-of-beauty-sleep parents.
they are totally wonderfulzz

i was randomly reading my past posts and realised i said i was going to marry yiran many years down the road. and i told her about it. and she was happy about it too. that's quite.. amusing

i miss food. miss baked rice, fish and co., sakae, pizza this that WEIREN WHERE ARE YOU we haven't gone on our food fests for damn long already and im missing them very much. let's go sometime soon k? :D

speaking of food, ah tcc's some chocolate thingo is omg!1!! nice.but i've nv eaten it before, so when i forked off(sorry my vocab's limited) one piece omg the chocolate inside was melted and started flowing out and i quickly put the piece i took out back to stop the chocolate from coming out and i dont freaking know why i did that but ya i was scared the chocolate would all float out!THEN i realised if i dont remove that piece, i'll jsut never eat the chocolate. so ya in the end i let the chocolate flow out.yay chocolate's nicee:)

and ah i suddenly remembered.SPIDERMAN3.omg pls peter parker's fats are like whoa like layers/tires whatever.pls they did a bad job of hiding his fats this time round, the directors maybe forgot that when his shirt was torn his fats became visible.LIKE LUMPS.okay not lumps, cos it was all around his trunk.more like LAYERS la.like kuehlapis.thousand layer cake. ok nvm it wasn't so bad la, it was only one layer actually but whatever.it was just bad. but nevermind that doesnt affec the movie so yea guess it's okay.it's just me and my sis exclaiming at the sign of his fats during the movie that's all.

ohman i haven't gone for a single match support this year!I AM DISAPPOINTED AT MYSELF.in rg i'd go to any match support i could go to and it's all so fun and everything.aye nvm keep telling myself there's next yearr.so nvm nvm

xianying's going to turn into a muggertoad or something.
she's going to return home early twice a week next term on and make her parents very happy.
like early meaning home by 3 or 4.
which is yucks.
but no choice.

i realised i like writing when i'm angry or feeling upset or anything. like i'd just type into a word doc. if im at the computer, or just write on a piece of paper if im on the bus, whatever i'm feeling and i want to say but cannot say. it's uh my way of expressing myself. it's as if im writing letters or talking to someone.

this post is like some freaking random random shit. maybe like in the mornings when there's no one to talk to and you get high on music cos the family's not home, you get random and high and i dont know what. if i dont start studying think i'd start jumping around the house again.

ok i shall go swimming, iceskating, cycling, running, blading, and watch nice movies!this hols.
yes amidst all the studying or uh attemts to study, must at least insert some fun right. and omg yeaa sleepovers! :)

♥

/ xianying ;

Thursday, May 17, 2007

i wna sit on a cloud too, with you

/ xianying ;